Onderwerp: Mijn gedichten wo okt 31, 2007 10:53 am
Wasn't ment to be
I'm not just a somebody, Cause i'm me, and my self alone You thought i won't fight for myself. You start talking about getting maried and children. It was enough for me.. I'm not yours you can't have me in your might.. That was one big reason why i fight. It wasn't ment to be.. And now i'm free. Believe me, i'm not a somebody.. But i'm me!
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Onderwerp: Re: Mijn gedichten do nov 01, 2007 10:43 am
OKe here i go again.. zusje heb wat voor jou eerst die 2
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Nothing bad
At first I only writed bad words, About me, the world, humans and heaven. That I wanted to die very badly. Now that have changed. My little sister I Love you. I always be there for you!
Always Together
From the beginning we are one. You wanted to be me, And diep inside I wanted to be you. We really are one, Together Forever!
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It feels right
He said the sweetest things. And his words are pure hearted. He heals every broken piece of my broken heart. It feels right And I hope he won't break my heart, Just like the rest
Blue lovely sky
I went to the station on my bike. The pure blue sky felt so right. A good thing would happen, And I was right. He said the three lovely words. I love you
A spark
From the moment we spoke, It already felt good. We could say everything of our past. The question is... Was there already a spark? For me it was almost clear. But now I know it for sure.
About live
Years ago it all started, When my beloved mother died. At the moment I didn't realised she's never coming back. But when I did, I cried almost every day. And everything got wors, Until I wanted to die, But thats over now. Maybe it's just a test, Only I wish it wasn't
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Onderwerp: Re: Mijn gedichten do nov 01, 2007 5:26 pm
Past, today and the future
Everyone has a past, Everyone lives today, Everyone has a future. But some are afraid. About the things that happened, About the things that are happening, About the things that are going to happen. Leave the past for what it is, Live today like it’s your last, Let the future come near to you. But don’t think about it to much. The future will come to you. Don’t walk in it.
My path
When I started to walk I had everyone, When I was on my way they disappeared. When I got further I lost my way, Cause no one could tell me what to do. And it still happens someday. Now new friends walked on my path. And they showed me where to go. I walked in the light, Even when it gets dark sometimes. I found my way, And I know what I want!
Gesture, word, meaning
A gesture is not a word, But a word is not a gesture. Which one has the best meaning? A kiss to say I love you, Or? To just to tell you that I love you.
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Onderwerp: Re: Mijn gedichten ma nov 05, 2007 1:18 pm
Alone
Alone journy Alone path Alone why? Cause I know that my heart ant evil, Not a bit, cause my heart is shy. Just afraid that someone will break it again.. But that wont happen in the end.
Guns
Why do people hate each other, Why do they kill there own kind? They are walking with guns and grenades. THose metal things, Those metal guns. With those deadly things. The guns will be our end.
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Onderwerp: Re: Mijn gedichten ma nov 05, 2007 1:29 pm
Emotion
I showed what was bothering me all these years. With your help i could let something go. But not everything, I'm not ready for that. For the first time you saw my tears. But I know the things what you fear. Like you promised me to be there forever. I will promise you the same, Cause you can't say that your problems are gone. Cause I know there is something bothering you. But afraid to let go. I'm always on your side. And I wont let you slide away.. If your ready i'll be there. I'll will wait for years if it must. But you know I can be trust. And my heart will always be open for you
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Onderwerp: Re: Mijn gedichten ma nov 05, 2007 1:46 pm
Giving up?..
When the word of giving up falls in my mind. Is that really bothering me in side?.. No!... no thats not me. Cause everything has a meaning. Even when i didn't believe it the first time.. It is still crossing my mind.. Everytime i fall i'll will stand up again. Cause every step we make, Creates our destiny..
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Onderwerp: Re: Mijn gedichten di nov 06, 2007 1:56 pm
Holding
I wanna keep you close to me. I wanna keep you in my mind. Holding you makes me feel save. Kissing you makes me feel great. Now my heart is healed again. I can do everything again.. Everything what lovers do..
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Onderwerp: Re: Mijn gedichten zo nov 11, 2007 2:39 pm
Sinner
I love you with whole my heart. I gave you my little sinner of lust. I hurt you like i was Wrath, But i have no revange... I'm not greedy not at all.. So i'm not the sinner of Greed. And not even close to Glotteny.. Sometimes i'm slow at mind like a Sloth.. My Pride is small, Cause I don't know what to do, Or how to react when i get hurt. Even when i hurt my self.. Must of the times i hide myself like a Grim.. Just to hide myself from the world.. I'm not jealous at all, So there is no Envy in me..
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Onderwerp: Re: Mijn gedichten zo nov 11, 2007 6:03 pm
Words are burning
Those words you said that one night. I was shocked, and not even a bit. The words are burning like hell.. And i don't even know how that feels.. To ware theys words will burn me from inside.. And make one big wound..
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Onderwerp: Re: Mijn gedichten di nov 13, 2007 11:05 am
Dark nights
The dark nights makes must people scared.. Even I am afraid to see nothing coming.. The dark brings bad feelings like; Loveless, Hopeless and useless. I wanne be there when one of my friends fall.. But when I have one hand.. In a short time i'm letting it go.. Cause I can't even cary my own..
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Onderwerp: Re: Mijn gedichten zo dec 09, 2007 12:34 am
Save hearts
We have our own future in hands.. They say dont give your heart if they are about to steal it way.. But we can't see what really awaits us all.. Did I regret for giving my heart away?.. All I can say is no.. I know it's save, even if we have some fights... Everything will turn out right.. Just like it suppose to..
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Onderwerp: Re: Mijn gedichten vr jan 11, 2008 3:12 pm
Not good enough?
I look around and then I wonder… Do they even see me?... Do they even care I’m here? Would they mind if I was dying? Would they mind if I didn’t existed?
Am I not good enough? Because I’m different.. Or because I see thing not like they see? Because I’m not strong enough? To survive this cruel world..
Is my mind slipping already? Does this looks like I’m giving in? I’m I letting them win that easily?..
I just wanna be alone sometimes.. To think on my own.. Worrying all the time about what there thinking.. I can’t seem to help it.. It's just the way I am..
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